Opinion Poll: Do you think I need to go into residential care for my eating disorder or just see a shrink?
Question : Opinion Poll: Do you think I need to go into residential care for my eating disorder or just see a shrink?
Okay so I’m going to condense the story a bit for you. I was at the Renfrew treatment center’s day program ( 5 days a week, 2 meals a day, outpatient program) for a while for my anorexia/bulimia. Although it gave me some insight, it didn’t stop my bulimia (I couldn’t properly restrict there, despite my best efforts). I stepped down to IOP ( 3 nights a week, 1 meal a day, outpatient program) and my anorexia flared up, as did my bulimia, alternatively. Well after a huge falling out with the center they told me that I could not come back unless I did their residential program. I’ve been alternatively restricting and binging/purging since I left. I’ve been considering residential, but the problem is that I am 5’1.5 and 138lbs (whereas when I started and was 115lbs). I feel like if I go into residential with all of those really thin girls I will literally be like the gorilla in the room. What do you think I should do?
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Best answer:
Answer by The Unshushable
Anorexia doesn’t flare up, it’s not a rash. Obviously you need to be in a treatment facility where you can get all the attention you need, because you were lacking it in your day to day life and started this ridiculous habit to begin with.
GET SOME FREAKING HELP! you obviously need it. so what if you might be larger than everyone else? will they kill you? why the hell do you even care? are the ppl who think you are fat going to determine your career or status later in life? do they even matter 7 years from now? chances are, you are an average size person anyways. screw insecurity! it does nothing but bring you down. LOSE IT! LOSE IT AND NEVER GET IT BACK!